In session today T and I got to talking about "connection" as I told her that I often want to email her between session as a way of maintaining a connection. T then asked me if I do anything else between sessions to feel connected. I couldn't tell her that I constantly look at her and her husband's facebook profiles multiple times a day. I am sure T would be extremely creeped out if she knew how much stuff I know about her from my facebook stalking. I also look at T's website and read old emails from her (the emails are all about mundane things like scheduling). It is so pathetic and yet I hate holding things back from T, I just want to tell her everything but I don't want her to hate me.