Oh man. My life is passing me by.
When I try to do something as simple as frying a potato my shoulders tense up and I get a horrible pain in the middle of my back.
I'm afraid to go for a walk. Smoking less now that I'm on Wellbutrin,but hasn't helped the energy or lack of motivation or general malice.
It's been 6 weeks. Should have seen an improvement by now, right?
My Pdoc died.
Now when I get back to states, I'll have to start all over again. Huge stress to even think about.
I feel like a failure.
All my life I've been thin,fit and active.
Now, I'm a worthless blob.
Bummer.
I'm thinking of asking for vraylar, I've read some good things. Anyone try it?
Thanks for listening!
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 Bipolar 1
Day Vraylar 3 mg. Wellbutrin 150
Night meds Temazepam 30 mg or lorazepam
Hasn't helped yet.
From sunny California!
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