I have a question about "acting out", angry oubursts, being reactive, etc. In my case this only happens with people that are very close to me or to whom I feel very attached (basically the same thing). Especially family, partner (when there is any), romantic interest, therapist.
With other people, even with friends I'm very self controlling. I'm suppressing a lot.

But with the above mentioned close ones I can get into angry or hurt child mode, get reactive, they see my mood changes and my intense emotions.
What is your experience related to this?