The one AP I did try made me hallucinate visually and tactile, it also make me feel cray-cray.

I need a mood stabilizer, they really take the edge off.

The only AD I like is wellbutrin, otherwise I get fat (thus unhappy), lethargic and they really do not make me feel better, just numb.

Never taken benzos, but I would like to try them to help me calm down at times....