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Originally Posted by subtle lights
He triggers me somehow and I get always angry there at one point.
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I don't really have the option now to switch to another T, plus I hate endings.
I'm in a very vulnerable phase right now, and I feel I need more support somehow...  |
I stuck with a T who triggered me, too. Was not able to see that the problem was her until after we had a rupture without repair.
I was used to trying my best to make things work but some things just can't, because of the other person.
Might be helpful to try to write out here what seems to trigger you? May definitely be some of your own stuff, but if it's his, too, then you definitely can't do it all by yourself.
Ranting here has helped me a lot to work out some of my own stuff as well the frustration and the ending of my last therapy. Even if you hate endings. . .might not hurt to consider a little about what that would look like?
Or maybe I'm way off -- and I trust you to decide that!!
