to put this, here or depression...

Although it seems that things are working themselves out within the family, I'm still so emotionally exhausted and still feel like I wanna cry... only the tears don't come.

My nap lasted about three hours, I think, but I'm not sure... and I could go back to bed now. I just wanna bounce back and have everything as peaceful as it was a couple weeks ago. It's not happening.

I'm so tired... ... ...