I'll try to keep this relatively short. I've been drinking rather heavily lately, and I have multiple mental health issues. I started seeing a group substance abuse counselor in secret. It was going good I thought, until today. He said he had done what he could for me, and he wants to send me to a hospital far away. Obviously, this is not good news. I don't know that I want to go, in the first place. Plus even if I did go, I don't know what I would tell my doctors and my family. Additionally, it's far away, and it's more of hospital settings. I generally get highly agitated in those settings. I'm not sure what to do. I really have no one I can talk to at this point or bounce ideas off with.