He left my house for his, against my advice. He's off meds, not sleeping, psychotic and thinks I broke up with him. I didn't but he doesn't believe me. I can't leave my dying stepdad to go on a wild goose chase.

I am seeing T tomorrow as I couldn't make it Wednesday.

Part of me wants to turn off my phone to decompress but what if my bf needs me? The only person that could marginally help is his father. He's out of town.

This kind of stress is what leads to my episodes. I'm already depressed, this sucks.