D.,

Just shut up. I hate how ambivalent and indecisive you are. Stop being so self destructive (yeah, what you're doing IS self destructive) and just stop it. Can't be that hard, eh? I'm tired of having to worry about you.

It can't be that hard to talk about feelings either. I've been asking you for 1.5 years about how you feel before, during, after hurting yourself. Start realising that "(not) wanting to hurt yourself" isn't a damn feeling. It isn't.

And stop defending your parents, really. If they were as great as you always tell me, you wouldn't have been hurting yourself for more than half your life.

Get your s... together and stop wasting my time.

T