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Old Apr 13, 2017, 02:39 PM
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Originally Posted by zijax View Post
Well Im right there with ya. I spun off my axis, dyed my hair blue, fell in love, he moved in, we busted out to Ireland for ten days, I got drunk after 60 days of sobriety, I'm alcoholic, and now I'm just trying to reclaim my life and slow the F**K down.

But not too much. We may both be a bit manic. I make impulsive decisions when manic and it feels so good. I'm rocketing. I was having asthma and took some sudafed and this increased the mania, go figure.

Last night I saw a little clown in the living room, blue orbs and mica butterflies but none of it scared or bothered me so I'm not telling my pdoc today. I don't want to come down. How's your sleep? I'm getting about 4 hrs a night. Every night the same. I go to bed about midnight get up at 4:30am.

Your hair probably looks good, my blye dye is permanent but hair grows haha!!!
Last night I dyed it purple (im military so I cant wait to see what they say about that) if it wasnt for my sleep meds (Ambien) I wouldnt sleep. I literally have scrubbed my apartment top to bottom everyday and have gone through most of my money (and I quit all but one job) but my attitude is **** it and everyone) My psychologist wasnt too thrilled when I told her all this.
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