Hi,
I'm a bit concerned for both of you. I know,know,know,know,know you feel GREAT! I also know,know,know,know,know you don't ever want this to STOP.
But you posted on here for a reason. Like maybe a little tiny part of you knows you're up a tree with no way safe way down? Like maybe the tiniest particle of your sensible, subconscious self is asking for help?
I dunno know guys. I'm just sticking my head in your door from out in the hallway, where depression looms big and dark and uncontrollable and maybe almost guaranteed after a big, fun, delightful, oh-no-not-me, not-ever-ever-me.
Thoughts?
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Julie
Bipolar I
Agoraphobia w/Panic Features
Current Episode: Depressed beginning 11/16
Oxcarbazepine 1200
Tapering off Quetiapine
Bupropion ER 300
Yoga and Meditation
You are not your illness. You have an individual story to tell. A name, a history, a personality. Staying yourself is part of the battle.
--Julian Seifter
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