Thank you guys.
I'll be here for another month and 1/2, then the states to get a new Pdoc and more meds.
My husband was supposed to be here in May. He had to cancel. I'm all alone ,except a few days a week when my worker comes.
Then I can go to the beach and swim. It's still almost impossible to leave. But he helps a lot.
I don't think I've got Fiber, I think it's stress.
I'd have responded sooner but my internet is miserable
It only works in the middle of the night mostly.
I've got my 2 kittys, they help me lots.
You guys are great.
Thanks for the support.
I'm taking vitamins, but it doesn't seem to help.
Trigger: I do think I'd be better off not living,but I'm not bad off enough yet to try anything.