I'm sorry you're struggling with this, SCG. Alcohol is a real *****. God knows I've had my struggles with it.
I don't know if hospitalization is the answer. If coming clean with your doctors/family is what's stopping you....well...What do you think would happen if you told them? Could you count on them to be supportive?
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