The society and our environment programmed us, but yet we're on our own to fix the bugs and programming errors.

OT: It's normal that people who are closer to us, will see our faults more than other people who aren't close. It's a good thing they're being there for us, but at the same time they can't be with us forever.

We have to take charge of our actions baby steps at a time. Maybe write down short journal entry daily, to observe patterns?