I can't tell if you helped me be so much more tolerant with rejection or if I just became numb or apathetic to it. I don't care much anymore about texts and emails, really.

But this last thing...giving away my session and having no empathy-it put me over the edge. You showed me I don't matter at all, I'm disposable, which threw me back to my really really young annihilation anxieties of non-existence but also memories of being an orphan with 2 parents, and then objectification and dehumanizing from the traumas.