Dear Dr. S,

I think I'm starting to get over my mad. I want to know what will be the value add to talk to you about being mad and what happened? Will you answer that question or deflect it? I think I will ask you it.

I don't think I need it back right now, but I would like to know that you still have it. Do you still have it? I'm afraid to ask you because what if you didn't keep it? Will you make me ask you? Could you please just show me?

I am feeling very small.
-me