I have have to take the meds. It's not an issue of like or dislike. I have absolutely no decent kind of life without them and in all probability wouldn't even still be alive now without them. Or I would be constantly going in and out of IP. I have to be on them all, AD, AP, mood stabilizer, benzo, n sleeping pill. Instead of numbing me I have the energy to be creative and clearness of mind to think that I don't have off medicine. I don't have to deal with the confusion, inability to concentrate, paranoia, rage, racing thoughts, suicide, self harm, etc. N the list goes on. So for that I m very thankful they now have the meds available that I m on that weren't available for me when I was younger.
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