Just a rant but I hate that since I'm "high functioning" people don't belive that I have bipolar disorder.

I always get the same response of people telling me they never see any thing change or different or they just turn the other way.

Like why is it harder for other people to accept it.

I feel like I stopped my meds in my last relationship because the guy I was with kept saying he's never seen me in a "bipolar way".
He had anxiety and depression and I think undiagnosed borderline personality disorder.

Sorry I'm taking Ativan for the first time since I was 17 in 2008 and I'm hypomanic but in slow motion it seems. Wierd combo.