Why does a T going on a deserved holiday have to feel so damn hard! I understand the need for vacations but why does it have to feel like being left behind... It totally sucks! I feel so horrible for being jealous of T's family and the time they get to spend together.
I struggle with maternal transference and although hard I generally deal with it but these moments really touch on the yearning for T to be my mom and that family I never had
I wish I didn't feel as much!
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