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Originally Posted by retro_chic
I usually feel connected to T in sessions, I mean there are the odd few that I don't but that's usually due to something specific that's going on and we always talk about it. Anyway, I think one of biggest issues for me is that I spend so much time thinking about T and I want to know that she thinks of me sometimes too. Sometimes 50mins a week isn't enough and I feel I need more from her.
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Totally relate! It saddens me when I think that I'm just "a client" to my T. Although I would love her to think of me the same amount of time as I think about her but I know she doesn't & it hurts. Its hard to attach and trust someone so much but be so restricted at the same time. Its like being a rabbit and having someone continuously dangling a carrot in front of you only to take it away as you get closer, its like trying to reach the unreachable- you need to be attached but not too attached, it sucks!