Dear Dr. S,

The odds are forever in my favor if I email you within the next hour and a half M-F of getting a prompt response. The problem is, I don't want to email you yet... but I want to get an email from you. I'm mostly past my mad, mostly to the place where I can listen to the other voices, other parts of me again. The little boy is back to wanting you, so what part of me is still afraid of getting hurt again? It feels much younger.

-me