I'm so sorry to hear you're having a tough time and I'm sorry you lost your old pdoc and are having to deal with this new inefficient one. My thread would read from bed to recliner and back to bed. I understand. I have depression too. I'm on 450 mg of Wellbutrin and I do poorly when I don't use it. I'm also on a stimulant and some other things. I hope things start looking up for you. I'm here if you need to talk. You're not alone.