Hi Raceka, I was sexually abused as a child and I have been sober for almost 2 years too.

Your reaction does not sound strange at all. The situation triggered memories of your past abuse.

Its good you have a therapy appointment. Maybe your therapist can help you decide if you want to keep the service position.

I am sorry you are going through this—I understand how difficult is to feel all of the emotions caused by your trauma. Hang in there….it will get better.