I had a situation happen yesterday at work that is pretty foreign to me. Prior info is that I am straight (as far as I know) and haven't been in a relationship in over a decade because it just freaks me out - and the last one i had was pretty dang abusive. So, I am at work helping this gal collect items for one of the vendors that is being returned. I had to show her to the back of the store so she could bring her car around to the correct entrance. As we're back there in the tight corrdor, I had this overwhelming sense of wanting to kiss her! I've never understood passion or those scenes in movies where two people in an elevator suddenly go at it. Well, I show her outside so she can get her barings and once we go back in she was soooooooo close to me and staring at my lips i think. I felt like she was being pushed toward me too. I didn't know what was going to happen - me with very few boundaries and trying to work on that in t. Thankfully the moment passed and we did manage to get back to the store. But it was really surpising to me - and even more surprising, it seemed mutual to her as well. Like the new Parent trap movie where the butler and the nanny meet in the tiny space on the dinner cruise (if anyone knows what I'm talking about).
Anyway - I didn't know where to post and there is no one i can talk to IRL.