well she just said she would pay for my half of the rent so that i wouldnt have to work full time and go to school full time and maybe i wouldnt be as burnt out as i am. so i guess last night she must have talked to my stepdad and he probably calmed her down. she has a tendency to flip out very easily. i asked the financial aid office if they could reinstate my financial aid and they said yes. so maybe i wont quit school in the spring. sucks that all this has to be figured out within a few days.

i like school, i just felt like everyone around me didnt want me to go in the spring. and apparently i worry about what everyone else wants too much. why is that?