Sky, I have made an appoint to go back to pain clinic. They treated me for a long time till I went to regular doc for scripts as they felt I was stable. I have thought of inpatient too but I don't think it's an option around here. Portray the loving person you are sure I am? My behavior is 99% filled with love. Even now.Just hurting with legal stuff. No, I have one more battle to fight but I doubt that kiddo can return home. Politics. State agency covering state agency back. look up cps on google and you find cases that blow your mind.