Maybe me and this world are not compatible anymore.
Have never been really.

Everything seem to become more and more foreign. People, places. Mostly people. Friends are living in another dimension. But I've always been the outsider.
It's just that up until now I'd been able to live with it.
Can't talk about any subject without freaking out. Can't connect. I'm somewhere else. Also everything irritates me IRL.

And now, I'm really serious. I feel like I'm somehow losing connection with the outside world. It's happening in phases, but it's scary. Maybe the incompatibility between me and the world is getting too big? And I will dissappear or something?