My family told me today that they don't think I'll have much luck finding a job in my city because it's bilingual - and I am not. So I've been told that I should go back to school in September if I can't find a job by then... but I don't wanna. I just don't want to do anything anymore. I miss being a good member here. I miss being able to contribute. I miss being able to think I could make a difference and help others.