thank you
i'm pretty hopeless, there's no helping me in all reaily. no need to try-just your kind words were helpful really.

Have been feeling dehumanized. hurting so bad, really really really hurting. and alone.

someone hurt me really bad, and knew they were doing it. I have trauma from someone sociopathic and when people have no empathy, i feel like i'm being stabbed, killed. it catapults me to the past

The person who hurt me isn't sociopathic but had a need to hurt me. i'm not sure what it is. their own vulnerabilities, i think. but it hurts to be alone in at all, no one understands. i feel so alone and don't want to exist