I wish I had some uplifting words for you, but it sounds like we are in the same place emotionally. As much as you are begging to be let go - I know (because like I said I'm there too) the one holding on to you the strongest is you. That's a good thing - even though it hurts like all the world. It means you have the power and strength to be your own support system even in the face of adversity - but its also a good thing you are here to give yourself a reprieve from having to be your own support system at times and instead let others support you and care for you.

Take their words to heart - you're loved.