I don't know if I could tell her...I'm sure she would be very accepting and validating just like she always is but I guess I'm sort of ashamed with how much I think about her.

She knows I'm attached and that I think about her and therapy a lot but she doesn't know the full extent.

I would write it out and send it to her but today's conversation changed that...she said it is completely okay for me to send emails but that going forward, she wants me to read them in our sessions to try and help me get more comfortable sharing things out loud when I'm with her. I don't know if I could write something about these dreams and then read it to her, even if she read it before I got to the session...