I have been married for 6 months now and have been some serious anxiety that has manifested into depression. I have spent most of my single life dating around and having very short term relationships. In my past I have dated women, broke up with them and then came back. I've done this so many times. I got engaged because I turned 30 and felt like it was the right time. Anxiety does run in my family so I've had a hard time identifying the problem. I feel if we separated Inwould feel less pressure and be a little happier but I know in a short time I would regret the decision. I honestly feel trapped and have expressed all this to my wife. We just started going to couples therapy but I don't want to waist her time if it's wrong. I feel more relaxed sitting around with my family than I do being out to dinner with my wife. I just don't know if I'm in a bad pattern or if I just rushed this marriage. If it's a bad pattern is there hope and will my feelings towards her change?