I've been struggling with depression for over 15 years. I'm taking meds & seeing a psychiatrist. My depression has gotten worst these past 2 years so I've been out of work a lot.

'm still out of work. Don't even know if I'll be reaching the 12 weeks maximum for FMLA coverage. I'm scared to go back. Scared that they will tell me that I'm fired. Hate to go back since my co-workers have been treating me differently; kinda ignoring me. But I need this job! I have a mortgage & 2 kids to support.

My life would go down the drain if I lost my job. It would be the last straw that broke my back. I feel as though I'm losing it. I can't cope any longer. I'm tired of this disease! I'm tired of being tired! Life doesn't have to be this hard! I'm tired of struggling through life! I"m tired of always fighting & clawing my way out of the hole! I'm in the hole right now & can't get out.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! HELP!!!!!