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starting to think am so alone with my illness ...i feel like av wasted my life because of my illness no kids no work no academics i will not change the world ...very few people will morn me
death seems the only answer ... but its not going to be my time yet ...
i have decided to learn more about my illness see how i go from there
being mentally ill, Non-Binary and gay ...my husband dont want me to get too political because of my mental illness i get head strong and want to follow what is going on in the world i have mental health professionals telling me to stay away the news i still read or watch the news things going on in the world that needs to have my attetion
yes it makes me ill but it also makes me passionate about it
Am too unstable to do that at the moment but i learn about my illness and i get better the more chance i can look at this again
anyway i got two bpd books online but av forgotten there names ( thats another thing am so forgetful ) but its meant to help people with this illness so hopefully i will find it helpful
( right now i want to read it on my kindle but my husband is shouting at the new memory card for some reason he keeps saying its a ****ing tit ) i hope to read it soon and i'll try and get the names of the books
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