I wished I'd had some kind of knowledge going into this test on what to expect. I understand why it bothered you. During the test, I'd tense, pull away, and eventually ended up just shaking and crying until it was done. It feels unexpectedly violating for a picture of your heart (also painful, I genuinely thought I'd have deep bruises by how hard he was pushing that darn wand). I had the same thought -- was he taking advantage because I'm a much younger than normal client or was it just medical necessity but kudos to you for voicing the question I couldn't. Unfortunately, it seems like this is just the way the test goes.

But thank you for bringing it up and I hope you can find some healing and closure from this and I, too, hope your results went well.