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I am sorry, I just took 2.5 klonopin, 0.5 xanax and 600mg gabapentin, my spell must be horrible.
I have no tolerance to benzo, I take klonopil since 5 days 0.5 twice a day, and now I took that much, but I don't even fall assleep, I have insomnia, I have nightmares, this is not good.
I have to either severly dissociate, go psychotic again or be IP for being too in touch with reality with so much flashbacks
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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