So I have been reading online about personality disorders. I can relate to two of them. Borderline personality disorder and schizotypal personality disorder.
Borderline personality disorder:
I have strong. Intense mood swings. I'm impulsive with money and self harm. I feel empty a lot I love than hate love ones. I don't know who I'm going to be or who I am. I fear abandonment.
Schizotypal personality disorder:
I believe that some events have special meaning toward me. I have magical thinking and some odd beliefs. I'm paranoid for most of the time. My appearance is a bit odd. People consider me weird and odd. I have social anxiety that does not fade, since I'm paranoid over half the time.
Does any of this sound like I have both, one or neither of the disorders? I'm 14 and they have always been there.