I'm 49....and when we was like 15 or so....we grew up KNOWING we were different. (Hi IQ or awareness I suppose) . We started reading self help books (hypno, auto writing and stuff) in the 80's (no internet yet)... which flowered an interest in psychology. Studied for years then found MPD (no DID yet) which fit the bill. So I said 'Hello....?' and got a few replies...OMFG!!! We swore to secrecy even to ourselves because we were trying to be a normal teen....flail.

So we worked anon till we were 48 when our vow desolved... lived in chaos for a year...but r now stabilizing through acceptance.

In short. How are you doing sweety?