my pdoc pretty much threw his hands in the air with me at one point and was done. Didn't blame him. Tried another pdoc pic for a month or two and then just brazenly made another appointment with my old pdoc. His secretaries made it (love those girls)
Hes like having a dramatic boyfriend that makes a big deal but accepts you back anywAy haha
But I was so depressed I agreed to anything. Thats when he said we were doing the monthly abilifye shot or nothing and I went with it. Worked really good too until I had to get off because akathisia
Since then I went noncompliant again but I think he gave up a,little. He did say I would end up in the hospital again but I'm STABLE woot!
Anyway my point is don't give up on yourself for a pdoc. They are a dr.... not our life. But try and work with him to find something that works for you. Hey it takes time
You will be alright blue