Dear T,
And I guess I need to talk to you about the retirement thing. Because I just have this feeling...especially because you're so unhappy in the new office. I'm a little mad at MC for that, but I know he had so much going on that he was just trying to make the decision that was right for him and the practice... But still, I'm worried you're on your way out the door. Any chance you'd give me more than 3 months notice? I know I'm not as attached to you as to MC, and the relationship is a bit more complicated, but I'm still pretty attached...

I'm tempted to just start looking for a new T now, so I wouldn't have to deal with both your leaving and finding a new one at the same time...I guess I could ask if there's anyone (besides MC of course!) that you think might be a good fit for me in the practice...but then I know you said at least one or two of them don't allow outside contact...and the one T sees someone I know...and I don't know if seeing an older male T is a good or terrible idea after my attachment to MC...

Ugh, I dunno...

Love,
LT