It's traumatizing to stay but ttraumatizing to leave. I finally had all the ambivalence worked out from that break-then you gave my session away and it's worse than ever

i wonder if one of the reasons you are mean to me because you don't feel good about your job with me. That's one reason why you replaced me. I 'm just meant to be used for something and ojbectified then thrown away. kicked and left in a ditch

i need to be gone forever