...or like another user put it, "stuck on stupid". I have such a problem with binge eating - have for most of my life. And sometimes it just baffles the heck out of me. I know what to do. I know what works. I know what doesn't work. I recently managed to lose 16 lbs. by working a very healthy program that was actually fun for me. But over the past couple of months I've been fighting tooth and nail to keep working it.

I'm not sure if I'm supposed to refer to another site in my posts, but I'm sure someone will let me know if I've broken any rules. I found a web site called myfooddiary.com and I found it to be easy to follow, very educational, and actually a cool, fun way to change your lifestyle. It worked for me for several weeks. But there is something in me that whenever I get close to a certain weight says "OH HELL NO!" and I slip right back into the binge eating and can't stop the insanity no matter how hard I try. And that is so darn frustrating!!! I don't understand it and I feel so embarrassed, ashamed and alone sometimes because I don't know anyone personally, in my life who suffers from this crazy disease, or at least not to the extent that I do.

So... you'll see me hanging around. I look forward to getting to know some of you and joining your network here.

God Bless you all,
gb