my dislike for easter is because of abuse by a priest at Easter i found out through flashbacks and nightmares ...i was abused before then by friends of my mother when i was very young i found out through my sister who is 3 years older than me ...from a young age until i was 28 id expedience abuse from others ( rape and taken advantage off ) my husband came into my life and he been here ever since its been 12 years since then we been married 10 years now
my husband is also my carer as am unable to look after myself if it was up to me id stay in bed all day or be online with no day light coming in the house at all and most likely not bathe myself for a week i can very rarely go out on my own as i cant deal with being in public on my own
of late i have been interested in others with bpd and the sigma of Bpd and how people with bpd are cared for and how i can help others and help myself
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