mel, you came here asking for help. I applaud that. But I can't tell you to stop using. I know it wouldn't do any good. I was a coke head and nobody could tell me to stop. I had to make that choice on my own.

I hope you decide to clean up because this drug has a very high toll for most people. For some it costs them their lives. For others, they lose the school or job that you feel you can't do without being high. I went bankrupt and nearly lost my family.

It's hard to say no to that powder when you know it's sitting right there. But if you decide to clean up, get away from the drug and get into treatment. You'll find links at the bottom of this page.

Good luck.

Cyran0