I got myself a gift which I had wanted for a long time just after Christmas time. I still haven't opened it because it is stressing me out. It is the first expensive designer item I've bought for myself but some reason I can't bring myself to open it and use it. I deserve the gift. I want the gift but still don't understand the need for being anxious about it. I did not go into debt to buy it.It is my own money.

What is wrong with me?