I hate holidays. Stayed home didn't talk to anyone. Didn't hear from anybody. My 2 daughters spend time with their husbands family because their families all get together like normal families do. My brother ask me to meet for lunch after church. By the time I got the message it was to late. I missed my granddaughter 1 Easter. I feel myself slipping in to depression. I can't get myself out of the house. No one calls anymore