sorry Tomi, i havent much time this morning... re-read your post.. ok, so you admit some stuckness... i like this... we can move stuff sometimes, ya know?

i know you do work on removing blocks IRL.. seems that would play over into your subconscious wouldnt it?

so, next question, wht isnt it working like that?

need more time maybe for it to soak in good... maybe meditate on those changes you believe you/ve made, like give the thought some extra boost? maybe just meditate (write mantras, affitmations) with good strong focus for one week... 15 mins a day... see what changes? maybe do the meditation longer or shorter period of time, more or less what suits you... i'm very curios to hear of the result...

and it may not work for you... but i believe with any self-help, sincerity and honest effort can make the difference...

and it is also true... in reality, some of us are limited as to the changes we can make.. my mom is an example.. physically habdicapped... she may want to run and dance... but, she's faced it... no more... sad....