I'm sorry you're having a tough time. It can be easy for things to bring you down I know. I'm ultra sensitive and that is something that makes life extra hard. I also have a complicated relationship with my sister. You're not alone. I believe in you and I'm here for you if you need to talk. Since you just had an accident maybe you should get the back pain checked out by a doctor. Be gentle with yourself and take it one step at a time.