I did. They allow suicidal ideation in the subforum -there is a subforum for SI and SH- while it isnt acting, planning or giving details, so I assumed the same about homicidal ideation. I didnt gave any detail about them, just said 'homicidal ideation', my point was how a fighting response emotional flashback makes me have homicidal ideation.

From their subforum ''Please note that this is a trial forum for the discussion of suicide ideation and/or thoughts of self-harm in which a distinction is made between thinking about either in a general sense, and any real planning or intent to kill or harm oneself. If you are have any real desire/intent to do either, please do not post about it here. ''