I am having a great time T and I am not even too worried or sad about missing a session tomorrow. I have got loads of exciting stuff to do.

It's still emphasising my issues though, because I am loving being free but just wished today that I had someone to play crazy golf or air hockey with. Wanting people but not wanting them. Difficult decision, difficult stuff.

But there is still loads that I can do on my own and I am doing it. As you said, I am being and doing, just me. Back to normality, back to what I know, back to me.

See you soon, T.